tomorrow on leave!! :)

hmmm its been a week since my last update..guess nothing much happened for me to update also..lol...or i think i simply too lazy to update? must be.. :)

yes! tomorrow on leave..celebrate teacher's day! hehe..no lah, just to take leave and spend the day with her..going to the Zoo!! ok some of you might think i siao or bo liao: zoo very interesting meh? so smelly and hot...blah blah blah...i'm not very interested in seeing the animals actually, but more of seeing how much the Zoo has changed since my last visit since, let me see, 1988?? wow long time ago huh? yeah..most of my dear 0203 monkeys not even born yet!! =P

anyway really looking forward to the day off work tomorrow. hee...

sianz...

it's been a bad day for me yesterday, computer wise..work one spoil, home want also kenah spyware infection..cannot start Internet Explorer..so now got to reformat my whole c drive...sianz...troublesome de lor!

not sure why but i've been pretty grumpy for the past couple of days. people around me have been making so many comments about what i should do, maybe this maybe that..but somehow i don't think they know how i feel and what i'm going through. too much of:" aiyah, u should have...","maybe it is....", "how come u didn't..." kind of comments le..getting sick and tired of all these.

fail again.....

well, as expected, i failed my papers again..really feel like giving up on the audit paper..its killing me!! wonder what i must do to clear this sickening module...driving me nuts..so now bo bian..gotta re-take on Dec 5 & 8..and yes, which means i'll miss the camp at Mine's Resort.. :(
come to think of it..i only have myself to blame..i know deep down inside that that wasn't my best effort..i've tried so much harder during level 2..dunno what went wrong..slacked alot and no momentum going..*shake head*

guess its not such a good start to the week after all..no lah just kidding...i'm sure God has some plans for me..i gotta seek Him..and do so REAL SOON..

good start to the week... :)

yes! took a bus to work today..although i was still 7mins late. bus was slower than usual..but anyhow, good start to the week i suppose.. :)

dozed off on my bed right after i hung up with jia-ou last night..and when i woke up this morning, i was freezing like mad...no wonder lah, did cover blanket..gazed at my alarm clock..hmmm 5.45am..wanted to go back to sleep but was surprisingly couldn't so..so i got up, turned off my air-con, made myself a cup of hot coffee and sat in my kitchen with my bible in front of me..read a few chapters of John. it sure feels different and great when you start the day with God's words.. :)

will be getting my results later in the day..i think it should be gone case de lah..lol..

The Break-Up

went to catch The Break-Up starring Jennifer Aniston (above) and Vince Vaughn. i personally thought it was a nice movie..8/10? :) maybe cos my favourite actress was in it ba..lol..anyway i was totally sucked into the story..so much so that i could actually 'feel' for Brooke(Jennifer Aniston) and Gary (Vince Vaughn) throughout the whole movie.

didn't realise that men & women expect and express themselves so differently..but both mean well, both have their grounds, both did it because of their love for the other party. lesson learnt: Appreciate what your loved ones do for you, but most imptly, appreciate your loved ones for who he/she is... :)

mixed emotions...

just reached home not long ago. meeting at mushi's hse ended at 10.45pm today, and i think it would have gone on if all of us do not have to work the next day. there are just so many things and details to discuss le! its mentally and physically taxing, but i thoroughly enjoyed it! cos i know i'm doing everything for Him :)

hmmm, dunno where and how to start...

ok, lets just say that my day was one filled with mixed feelings and emotions ba..didn't start the day too well..woke up at 7.45am and had to rush to take cab..again -..- so frustrated with myself..grrr...dunno when i can overcome this habit of taking cab to work..expensive lor, $12 per trip leh..duh..anyway 1st half of my day was pretty much it - not really in the mood to joke or talk to people. and things got worse after lunch lor -.-

well, lets just put it this way. just realised that someone isn't being as truthful as one might have hoped. i thought things have taken a change for the better but apparently he didn't. initially when someone told me that I couldn't quite believe what i just heard. But after confirmation from a reliable source, my heart just sank for a moment. i was thinking: why must he do that again? don't understand, really really don't understand..i give up..give up as in give up finding out the reason why he did that, not give up on him as a person. cos Jesus never gave me up, so i believe i should treat him the same way Jesus treated you and me. I guess all I can do now is to pray for him ba...

getting tired. its been a long day after all..and all i have now is only 5hrs or so of sleep waking up for work.. -.-

peaceful day...

Nothing much happened today...pretty normal day at work, no deadlines to meet, no reports to rush..not like yesterday..and plus somemore today both my bosses not around..one on MC, the other on half day...so less stressful also... :)

Left on the dot at 5.30pm :) as usual slept all the way during my 40min journey home on bus 72. decided to get my hair cut. starting to get 'bushy' esp at the back...very gao3 weh4...and phew! really felt like getting a load off my head lor..feel so much more comfortable and neater :)

Did my QT on Mark 1:21-39, of which v35-37 caught my attention the most. The disciples seemed to sound very impatient when they found Jesus praying alone when there were so many ministries waiting to be done. I was thinking: How would I have reacted if I was the one who found Jesus in prayer? hmmm..i guess its so easy to get caught up in minitries that we neglect times of solitude, individual worship and prayers..which is exactly the reason why i get tired so easily. perhaps i should really redesign my schedule to find time for earnest prayers...

finally...

Yes yes, i'm back..finally...after a few months absence, i've decided to start blogging again..why? actually i'm not sure too....LOL >.<
well, had a fruitful day today. Spread the gospel to another auntie this morning :) that's like 4 in 5wks? yeah!! excited...

had a prayer meeting with the youths after that. lasted for almost 2hrs..pity Char and Yq missed out. and Nat left halfway cos he had to book in early this evening..poor recruit.. Anyway i thought it was a good sharing session, although the prayer could have been a little bit longer.. but impt thing is that we took this opportunity to share the difficulties and trials we are facing and most imptly to come before God with all our problems and support one another through prayers!

Char, Mel and WJ - study hard for your 'o's eh! Glorify God with your results k! so many people made it past this hurdle, i'm sure you guys can too! so jiayou!
ZL - stop playing pool & comp and start hitting your books! 'n' levels just around the corner lor. dun enjoy now only to regret later!
LX and CL - please get some sleep k! so many things to think ah? dun like tt lor, got reward must share with us de lor, dun shoulder all by yourselves =P
WW- seems like we're on the same boat, but remember not to let that become and excuse ya? remind me oso ;)
SY - take good care of that back of yours!
and lastly Alan - be a good testimony both in school and home k! be good boy wor.. :)

Whatever you pray about is what you're hooked into God about. Whatever you don't pray about is what you're trying to do on your own. - Rick Warren-

ooo...oooo....they're showing F.R.I.E.N.D.S on ch5 now!! haha...its the episode where they all played rugby in the in the park...boy i miss them :D and ooo..ooo..Liverpool beat Chelsea 2-1 to win the Community Shield..always feels great to see Chelski lose.. =P
>> Riise scored a scorcher in the 9th minute

alright that's all for today. got to rest earlier tonight...tomorrow morning got meeting with the big shots at 9am lor..cannot be late -.-"