madness

I've had a torrid 12.5hrs at work today. Well, actually 11.5, cos I did enjoy my 1hr lunch :)

been so busy these couple of days that I don't even have the time to go toilet do big business lor..not to mention my routine tea break.. :( stress level slowly but definitely building up now that i've taken up more tasks. plus got a demanding director on board now, so....

anyway i think i've had just about enough of the nonsense and 'shooting' of emails..what's all that about?! if not happy with one another, then trash it out and not make the people around you guys suffer lor..kinda inconsiderate on your part don't you think so? really hope this crap stops soon, else i believe i will start to dread going to work again..

too tired to continue anymore..mental block..need to go for a shower now..hope i'll freshen up after that..

Black & Simple

New blogskin. Decided to use one of the default skins provided by Blogger. Guess I got sick and impatient trying to find an interesting one which I really like. Too much time wasted for the past few days I feel. Could have and should have done something much more meaningful with those precious seconds.

Anyway, black and simple. I like. Maybe I'll stick with this for a while to come... :)

Spastic Charis Geisha

WANTED

THE most irritating 'pest' of the night

I find myself irritating at times, until I met Mr Spastic Yeo Zonglin, aka Charis Geisha. :) He is the Ultimate Crap Machine you can find in Yew Tee. Well known for his lame jokes, stupid 'wriggly hand movement', spastic expressions (as can be seen in the pic above) and muttering/mumbling, he can be relentless in irritating the crap out of oneself as well. Ever met someone who can repeat the same sentence/joke all the way from Admiralty KFC to Blk687C? Well search no more, I present to you our Charis Geisha, Mr Bui Bui King ^^

WJ, once i get the chance I'll send you the clip.. :) do the necessary...LOL...

'No Government'

No monday blues today, but dunno why still no mood to work. i figure u can gather that, judging by the fact that i'm blogging during office hours.. ^^

office this week is like a dead town..only a few "stray cats and dogs" around..i'm one of them..ha..cos about 2/3 of my colleagues out for an annual meeting at Phuket and most of the big shots are out so, this week 'no government'!! hehe..

feeling terribly sleepy right now..maybe its PMS (Post Meal Syndrome) ba.. -.- ZZZZ

home cooked food...

just like LQ, i also had home cooked food for lunch yesterday. lets see, i had minced pork, steamed promphret (did i get the spelling right?) and white carrot soup.. :) simple meal but i enjoyed it..prob cos i had the meal together with my parents at the kitchen table. can't remember the last time we had home cooked food for dinner le..tomoro's holiday eve, so i shall come home early from work to have dinner with them..need to spend more time together with them..hardly got chance to do so nowadays..

oh, a new song learnt today:
单单只为你
1. 主给我一个梦， 敬拜的声音， 如大水澎湃
高举的双手， 充满在这地
主给我一个梦， 年轻的灵魂， 活着只为你
每个梦想， 只是为你

2. 主给我一个梦， 祷告的声音， 如馨香之祭
呼求耶和华， 的昼夜不停息
主给我一个梦， 执政掌权者， 高举主的名
万膝跪拜， 回转向你

今天我选择跟随你， 洁净我做圣洁的器皿
面对困难 也不气馁
因赏赐是你， 收取也是你
今天我选择跟随你， 只愿你荣耀充满这地
你行大事 不可测度
每个梦想， 单单只为你

anyone can send me the mp3? :)

still awake.. -.-

i shld be sleeping now..but i'm not..maybe that's because i slept till 2pm this afternoon...pig, i know.. -..-"

woke up with a terrible migraine this morning..couldn't stand up properly..(i'm serious).no choice, had to take MC..so went back to sleep and before i realise its already 2pm!?! i think i remembered LQ calling me to tell me that she's going home early to rest cos she's down with the flu again..feverish somemore...

hmmm..if we have kids in the future, i can foresee them to be very sickly.. migraine, fever, sinusitis, throat infection..all at one shot..goodness!?!

anyway i really need to sleep now..else tomoro sure die...

hur -.-

RED HOT

deleted the earlier post of Red Hot by Vanessa Mae..cos the MTV was quite orbiang..lol..WJ agrees..haha...
anyway here's the concert version..enjoy...

The people in my life (Part 2)

now for part 2. :) lets see, where did i stop..ah ok..

Charis, my second home :) hmmm..coming 4 yrs already..说长不长， 说短不短。0203, my beloved & fav CG!! I always feel at home whenever I'm with you guys, serious. For the past year or so, you guys have been a part of me..hope it has been the same likewise?*shrug* :) U guys have filled my life with laughter, tears, memories n a few strands of white hair cos u made me worry..lol..
CL, WW, WJ, Char, Mel, ZL, Alan, SY, LX, YQ, Nat...i'll miss u guys sorely..but its ok! cos we'll still be in the same TQ nxt yr.. :) we can still play bball and go out for dinner on sundays..but in the meantime, jiayou in whatever u guys have to for now & glorify God in any ways u can :)

ahem...now for my Princess :)
we've come a long way haven't we? 3yrs and counting..there are many things which are not convenient for me to post here..but i really thank God for putting u in my life. You taught me about so many things in life as well as guiding me along my spiritual path. Sorry that you have to put up with some of my nonsense at times..but most imptly thank you for being there for me whenever i need you. Pray that God will continue to guide us in our journey ahead..errmmm children below 18pls cover your ears..I luv u 佳偶...

last but not least, where it all started, my family!
dad & mum..though i've never told u 2 in person before, but i really love both of you..
mum - just the labour you went thru was enough to kill. (fyi, i came out butt first, so u can imagine the pain my mum went thru..) not to mention the countless headaches i gave u when u were still working night shift..
dad - though we dun communicate as often as we could, but deep down inside i know u care alot abt me. i know u're not very good at expressing yourself..but i can tell.. :)
sis - although u literally 'abused' me when we were still young >< i know you same same as dad, dunno how to express your care and concern, but i know you always give me the best whenever you can afford... :) miss u leh..come back from Sydney quick! :)

There! i'm done..wow..that sure was a long post...hope u guys enjoyed reading abt my life.. :)
remember. appreciate the people in your life while you still can do so and don't take them for granted...

The people in my life (Part 1)

i really thank God for the people that has come and gone by in my life. To be honest, I've had little difficulties or troubles trying to get along with the people in my life. Maybe its a gift from God i guess. :)

Come to think of it, the main reason why i was able to enjoy every single stage of my life so far is PEOPLE. :)
Let's start from primary school:
I enjoyed hanging out with my classmates every single day. I remembered one incident vividly. It was after our PSLE, but school continued as per normal, except that we went school to do our own things instead of having lessons. I remembered i told my mum that i was feeling unwell one night and you know what? she didn't wake me up for school the next day!?! I tell u i was so upset by this u know why? Cos i had one less day to spend with my classmates..haha..simple as that..i mean yah lah it sounds silly now but c'mon lor, i was just a small boy then.. :)

moved on to sec sch and that was where i changed the most. Picked up vulgarities at a rapid pace, fought in class..twice, learned how to gamble..all sorts of bad things..ok a bit off topic..supposed to talk abt people ya?
yup, people. didn't really enjoyed my Sec1..cos my Grandma pass away April tt year. i was close to her, very close. took me a while to get over it and before i realised it i was in Sec 2. Was put in the Sports Class for the next 3 yrs. Sounds like the Sports School right? Yah lah, cos the Sports School director now was my sec sch principle, mr moo. Guess the Sports School concept started from my school? anyway i made more friends than 'enemies' between Sec2 to Sec4. :) my badminton team mates..they're the greatest!! my classmates (btw we were in the same class from Sec2 onwards), they're equally fantastic! though we had misunderstandings along the way but come end of the day, we were still great pals and buddies. I guess i missed sec sch life most..cos we would either play soccer or basketball after school, rain or shine, without fail :) The basketball boys, table-tennis boys and girls, and of course the badminton boys and girls. KC, joe, shuen, mel, tommy, junie, huixin, brenda...just to name a few of my best frens..and not forgetting the teachers! Mr Ganesan most notably. :) thank you so much for not giving up on us..even though me and shuen played magnetic Chinese Chess under the table during your Literature class.. lol..

i thought my poly days passed by the quickest, but still managed to make some good frens too..Mandy, Liyan, Alice, Jiawei, Chorlin, Melda, Jac and of course my dear LQ ;) ha..think i enjoyed projects the most during these 3 years. cos we would gather in school or someone's hse to do proj the whole day. i mean proj is boring lah..serious..but again its the company around me that kept me going.

Army was fun..maybe cos i got to 'scold' and order people around in camp ba..lol..><
Slacked through 3 mths of BMT before i was posted to 'hell' in OCS. To make things worse, i was posted to B18 in "hell'..Alpha company..rofl.
in my 40weeks as a cadet, i thought of going OOC (Out Of Course) on a number of occasions. Pressure, tough training and inhuman instructos almost made me quit, but i strived on with the help and encouragement of my platoon mates. Sam, Thilak, Fun Poh Meng, Joe (yes, its the same joe your saw 2para ago), my 'shifu' Yaofu, Steven Chng, Weiping, Deming..thanks! Even after I was commissioned, i had great teammates to work with. Team SeVIIen the best! Kuku Kai, Wee Lee, David, JS,Ping,Daniel,Uma, ..always entertaining and fun 'scolding' and tekan-ing people together, not forgeting the countless trips to Taiwan and Brunei.. :)

At my workplace. God sure blessed me with the best colleagues one can ever hope for. No kiddin.. :) Back in Zimmer, even when work sucked, it was always a relieve when i know i still have my kakis there for me. darren, simon, daisy, vivian, lynn, pris, bb..i'm sure worklife would have been so much boring without u guys.. ;) and you guys were the only reason why i didn't quit earlier.. :)
Today, i have fun and nice colleagues: Guan, Shawn, Peter, Isaac, Nana, Rachel..my lunch kakis. So fun lunching with these people..Any work blues will disappear with these people around. :) There's S.H.E too..but H left few mths ago..there's Emma, whose cubicle is also my hideout when i need to de-stress or relax.. :)

whoa..so late already?! 1.43am le..but i still got some more to blog abt lor..the impt ones haven't come..ha..
cont'd tomoro ba..stay tuned..gdnight..
*National Anthem playing* :)

Who am I to judge??

just finished watching the last 3 episodes of Forensic Heroes abt 30mins ago...ha..great show.. :)

worked late again today...but left earlier at abt 7plus..still got a couple of deadlines to meet but think shld be able to make it.. :)

speaking of work..another of my colleague left today..that's like errr...2 in 2 weeks..hmmm..another of my lunch kaki also leaving end of this month..but i can understand lor...if i were her i'd also leave..weird boss she got..*shrug*..haha..pity her..
even spy 238 also keep complaining to me about Chief Spy..in fact too often until i'm starting to get turned off..i mean why do we keep judging people? why do we keep giving each other 'face colours'? can't we just work harmoniously? maybe in an ideal world ba..but not in this! that's for sure...

I keep reminding myself not to be 'sucked' into such discussions and complain sessions too easily..dun wanna be affected..LQ reminded me when i grumbled abit to her this afternoon: "you dun like to see people's face colours, people also dun like to see your face colours lor." how very true...thanks for the reminder ya.. :)

Matthew 7:1-5 " Do not jugde, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother,"Let me take the speck out of your eye," when all the time there's a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."

Forensic Heroes

missed class today due to work..had to crunch out the numbers for my colleagues' presentations in a couple of days time..reached home at abt 10pm and guess what? i still have not finished all my reports and submissions! wanted to continue but i couldn't see another number for another second..so decided to leave..ha..took a cab home and overslept -.-" not the 1st time though..was simply too tired..luckily taxi fare can claim..wahaha..

1st thing i did when i got home was to change out of my milo-stained shirt and pants..was clumsy enough to spill them onto myself while hobbling (my heel still hurts by the way >.<) to the pantry this afternoon..eewwww... made myself dinner (its just maggi mee..nothing special) and continued watching Forensic Heroes (a HK drama series) with my mum..have been 'chasing' this show for the past week or so..its been a long time since i last followed a show so closely..ha.. its an interesting show really..especially the plot..good actors..even the 'calafes' are good! =D if you understand cantonese, have likings for suspense and crime-solving, i strongly recommend this show to u :) guarantee u'll love this show..i'm now into EP22..3 more episodes to go... :)

stop acting cute!

ok..its official..i can't stand people when they act cute too often...really gets on my nerves u know. -.- once in a while its ok lah, but not so often please..

expression difficulty..

i'm seriously doubting the way i phrase my sentences, my thoughts, the way i communicate and share...is it true that i don't sound 'truthful' or straightforward enough? i didn't thought so, and i still dun think so. *shrug*.. whatever.. all can say is i am a fickle-minded person..one moment i'm contemplating whether to say something, the next moment i decide not to, and then a few moments later i feel like sharing. it doesn't mean i'm lying..does it?

i dun like myself like that and i dun like it when people feel this way too...

please help me change..if i really have to...

IPPT

sorry for the lack of posts for the past week or so...actually got a lot of things to blog abt but dunno y..lazy to on my comp ba..lol...

anyway i'm a happy man today. i mean other days also i happy lah, but today exceptionally happy..cos i cleared my IPPT!! yeah...after 7 sessions of RT, 3 'burnt' sundays and much discipline, finally managed to complete my RT and achieved the almost impossible lor. At last, can resume attending service on sundays! Thank GOD!! :)

ok lah, here's my results (those in brackets are my personal best during army..just for comparison):
sit-ups: 40 (62)
sbj: 225cm (260cm)
chin-ups: 5 (19)
shuttle run: 9.9secs (9.1secs)
2.4km run : 12:14 (8:58)

reason for such horrendous performance:
age now; 26 (age then: 21)
weight now: 70kg (weight then:62kg)

feel so paiseh revealing all these lor..but nvm lah, nothing to hide actually.. lol..
most surprising was my chin-up lor. nv expected to be able to do 5..normally training can only do 3 or 4..i'm sure God pushed me up today.. :) like what LQ said..its really miraculous lor..wahaha...